Do you think you are a faithful person and friend?

So guys, this is what i've felt so long... I felt everyone is trying to escape me... I felt i'm the one who's left behind... I've been feeling lonely for all of these years... Someone who has never been loved by everyone their age... It hurts really... I don't even know how am i going to explain this clearly but the point is that being lonely and being left out from your friend really hurts...

You think you've actually did the best to be nice to others doesn't mean they're going to change their point of view to you... You have to really work and struggle hard so you can get your reputation back... Well, it's not easy, but it's worth a try...

Have you ever felt that you've done many nice things to your friend but your friend doesn't care or they're still mad at you??? Um,, well... I don't really know what to do but my mother usually says:

"Just Ignore It... One day, they will feel that they do need you and they want to be friends with you..."

You see what i mean... Just let it flow... Someday, they will feel the same and they will think that they need you and then became friends with you...

So, have you been thinking from the problems up there that you're a faithful friend or person??? Have you???
THEN PROVE IT!

Evanescence - Bring me to life

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul, my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

Wake me up
(Wake me up inside)
I can't wake up
(Wake me up inside)
Save me
(Call my name and save me from the dark)

Wake me up
(Bid my blood to run)
I can't wake up
(Before I come undone)
Save me
(Save me from the nothing I've become)

Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

Wake me up
(Wake me up inside)
I can't wake up
(Wake me up inside)
Save me
(Call my name and save me from the dark)

Wake me up
(Bid my blood to run)
I can't wake up
(Before I come undone)
Save me
(Save me from the nothing I've become)


I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside
Bring me to life

Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead

All this time, I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything

Without thought, without voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life

Wake me up
(Wake me up inside)
I can't wake up
(Wake me up inside)
Save me
(Call my name and save me from the dark)

Wake me up
(Bid my blood to run)
I can't wake up
(Before I come undone)
Save me
(Save me from the nothing I've become)

I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside
Bring me to life

Memories??? I don't think so...

Sekolah itu, tempat ku belajar really tetapi, terkadang ku merasa sekolah merupakan tempatku melampiaskan kebosananku, tenpatku untuk hang out sama teman teman de el el

So, sebenarnya aku gak mau nginget nginget memori ini,
kalo dinget dinget, kesanya ge er, sombong and many more

Jadi, waktu Itu pelajaran Ust. Tonny, yaitu bahasa indonesia.. Waktu itu sebenarnya buat belajar tapi malah disuruh nulis curhatan,... Apa aja... Kan dibacain tuh, pertama yang kritik tentang Ustad yang suka ngebel 7C, akhirnya malah tentang ikhwan yang nulis tentang akhwat 7A... Jadi, katanya sih, ikhwan lebih milih 7A daripada 7B.... Lanjut deh pokoknya, jadi, setelah itu, muncul banyak nama, kayak Alya dan banyak lagi... kan namanya sama ustad di sensor. Waktu itu aku gak merhatiin banget, soalnya aku lagi nulis ama Amei di belakang, terus pindah duduk di tempatnya si Atri, eh, ada cowok 7D yang ustad bacain curhatan nya,,,, Nih aku kasih tau curhatan cowok itu

"Dulu, aku suka sama akhwat yang absen nomor 6. Dia itu temen satu sekolah aku..." kalo gak salah gitu...

Terus ustad nanya, "siapa yang absen 6?" terus aku ngacung, eh, disorakin... cie cie... ya Allah,, malu banget tuh...